I used to try to kill myself every week, I used to play with electricity, I used to cut myself open, I tried everything and I was so f**ked up in the head. But as time went on, I tried to save myself, and I tried telling myself things would get better, and they did. People often remark at how positive I am now, I'm glad I waited, even if it felt like forever. Things will get better with time, even if it feels like you're not making progress. Stay strong and don't givr up